Sunday, September 27, 2009

Through An Enigmatic Looking Glass


So many thoughts of men. So many thoughts of women.

And so much in between.

I've been taking a mini hiatus from all things kinky lately, as I've been thinking of the dark path I've walked so far.

So many questions and more questions. Often I am surprised by the answers.

What do I want? So many things. And very little. There is a simplicity to my thoughts.
And a multi-layered complexity as well. I am ever a contradiction. In this, and in other aspects of my life.

I was reading a piece of writing filled with yearning tonight and it made me think of my own dark desires. Those I've tasted. Those I've fantasized about. Those that were not meant to be. Those that I left behind. Those that did not evolve as I evolved.

Where do I go from here, I ask myself.

There are so many voices out in the BDSM bloggers' universe, filled with so many different emotions. And different desires.

What we all have in common is our need to be heard, perhaps.

This enigmatic little place is one. With the sound of my enigmatic voice. Truth be told, at times I am even an enigma to myself. But that's not a bad thing. It's exciting, this discovery and unveiling.

I don't know where I'll go tomorrow.
But I'll post a postcard from the next enigmatic spot in my dark voyage.

Later, my kinky readers.


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Monday, September 7, 2009

Tasting The Sugasm...Sugasm #172


Another week I´m in the Sugasm, kinky folks!

And in a BRAND spanking new category.
Thanks to Radical Vixen for changing the category title to "Erotic Poetry" on my suggestion.

Savor the Sugasm, kinky folks.

Angel ;)


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Sugasm #172


The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #173? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
A Hot Fuck in a Parking Lot
“We got more daring and soon clothes were a hindrance to our insistent hands.”

I Think I’d Rather Misbehave
“I bet the secret thrill of this has your cock already climbing to attention.”

The Painter
“He says something, small talk, and I stutter something back, lost in the blue depths of his eyes.”

Sugasm Editor
Strildo?

Editor’s Choice
Yet Another Reason You Should Buy a Vibrator

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

Erotic Poetry
Enigmatic dance (*******My Sugasmic Entry!********)
Loved It.

Erotic Writing & Experiences
24 Hours To Cum
Be Careful What You Wish For…
Desire
Embarrassed, Amused and Turned On
Helping Hand
HNT 4 (and a savoury story)
Masturbation Madness
Mornings…
A much needed fucking…
Now She’s Giving The Orders
Shopping Day
This is Lolita on drugs (2)
This Is My Remedy
The Year 39 Update
You don’t want biographical info. I know what you REALLY want.

Sex Advice
Anal Play: Fingering
Brush Up Your Orgasm
Shay’s Condom Tips

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Burns of punishment
Famosas azotables
Fit to be Tied
Free Heidi Montag Playboy Pictures – September 2009
Learning the lesson…
Naked and Caned

BDSM & Fetish
4 Scenes
Collar, Cuffs And Clamps
Driven by lust….
Honey Pass Me the Nut Cracker
The Negress Natters: Submission.
The perfect body for three-minute porn

Sex Humor
How Many Licks?

Thoughts on Sex & Relationships
The Confession…Coming Soon
Half-Nekkid Heavenly Body
In Search of…. my Clitoris
Is this the dark side of porn?
(Mis)Adventures In Dating: Do You Know Who I Am?
Nonstop Orgasms – HER Perspective

News, Reviews & Interviews
Anal Pleasure and Health by Jack Morin
Icegasm Kit
Top Five Tuesday - Win 1000 FREE Porn Minutes




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Sunday, August 30, 2009

More Thoughts on The Enigmatic Belgian Fan


I think anyone who has a FEEDJIT widgit on their blog, will have an Enigmatic Belgian fan of their own.

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

enigmatic dance


You & I
oh what an enigmatic mix

when I look in your eyes
I see a reflection of me
and my own eyes
hold a reflection of you

we mirror each other

our hands dip
together
tracing the bossanova beat
that lazily passes through
the air
and us

we don't even need words

the smile is the same
the raised eyebrow is the same
the slightly wicked laugh
that promises bad things under the moonlight
is the same
the soft sigh that slips out
is the same

even the names are not important
when the basic nature
is the same

there is no need to speak
when it feels so good to savour the mystery

there is no need for questions
when there are plenty of answers
in the movement, the sway of the body, the eyes knowing look

ah

this is what happens
when you let yourself be free
one enigma to another
floating on an enigmatic sea...

***Angel
(inspired by one of Sinner's sinful songs)


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An Enigmatically Dynamic Education: Marketplace Author Laura Antoniou & Educator Midori ~ Authentic Power Dynamics and D/s Workshops


Be still my kinky heart.

I am always on the prowl to see where interesting BDSM Workshops are offered around the world. Recently, I added a new category to my Enigmatic Angel Lists blog: Tasty Courses & Workshops Around The World.

And of course, I have long been aware of Midori's workshops around the world. Many local BDSMers have participated in her Rope Dojo workshops. And I've been subscribed on her mailing list forever.

And yes, I did know that Laura Antoniou and educator Midori were well-acquainted, seeing as Midori wrote an introduction to one of my favorite Laura Antoniou Marketplace books.

But here is an item sent to me through the calender listings of Midori's mailing list,
that almost made my kinky heart stop:

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NEW! D/S PROTOCOL WEEKEND WITH LAURA ANTONIOU & MIDORI
(Washington DC & Toronto)

WHAT: "Passionate Bonds: Weekend Intensive for Conscious D/s & Protocol"

WHERE / WHEN:
2 Locations / Dates

- November 6 – 8, Washington DC
- November 20 – 21, Toronto, Canada

COST: $450 first person in the order. $400 for each additional individual.
Registration for both locations open September 18th at
http://www.FHP-inc.com/classes.php


Join Marketplace author Laura Antoniou and educator Midori for a special weekend
intensive designed for people who enjoy authentic power dynamics and D/s,
who want to consciously create quality relationships that suit their
personal hungers and needs in the context of the real world.

Far beyond what you can learn from a book or a standard seminar,
participants will be guided through a special curriculum designed to
clearly identify their value system, behavior preferences and relationship goals.

Through the unique curriculum and its innovative tools, each individual or
relationship unit will create their own customized manual of effective protocol,
rules, etiquettes and codes of conducts.

Class size will be strictly limited to allow for a unique quality experience
emphasizing individualized attention.

Q&A

Q. Do I need to bring a partner?
A. No! Anyone may attend, partnered or not.

Q. I am fairly new and my partner and I are exploring options. Is this for me?
A. This is perfect for you; come on in and discover your passions.

Q. I have been in the Scene for a while and I have considerable experience.
Can this be helpful for me?
A. Absolutely. Crystallize your experience and desires into a tangible and
intentional format, which will allow for greater success in your current and
future relationships. Come and reacquaint yourself with the dreams and desires
that brought you into the scene, and find out things about yourself and
your partner(s) you might not have seen before.

Q. My primary and I have a submissive – can all three of us come?
A. Pricing for this intensive is purposefully set to allow for “relationship units”
of every size; this is by no means ‘couples only’!

Q. Is this a play event? Will there be play parties?
A. While the Passionate Bonds weekend won’t be hosting play parties,
the local play space will be great to go and explore. The weekend’s emphasis
is on the heart and mind of creating an on-going D/s-based relationship,
so get plenty of sleep and be prepared to think! There will be sections
where physical actions of protocol will be studied and acted out.
Beyond that, we encourage the attendees to create their own playtime as
part of the weekend.


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OK there is the very first item for my Enigmatic Angel Wish List:

  • 1 pass for the November 20 – 21, Toronto, Canada, workshop!

Spoil me with this, my enigmatic admirers, and you will become my new kinky best friend!

Kinky kisses,
Angel
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Monday, August 24, 2009

1oo Enigmatic Things About Me


  1. I taught myself to read between the ages of 3-4.
  2. I learned to read thanks to Sesame Street.
  3. 3 languages I've studied, that I'd like to take courses in again: German, Spanish & Italian.
  4. I need to make a few wish lists.
  5. I'm a big kid at heart.
  6. I have a lot of fantasies about dominating men I still want to realize.
  7. I have a lot of fantasies about dominating women I still want to realize.
  8. I have a lot of fantasies about black men I still want to realize.
  9. I have a lot of fantasies about black women I still want to realize.
  10. My biggest turnoff is super-aggressive Dominant men who have no imagination.
  11. I hate would-be submissives that approach me who show no imagination.
  12. My submissive side is profound and deep.
  13. I am super-protective of my submissive side and rarely show it publicly.
  14. I want to learn so much more about rope.
  15. I think I'm weird most of the time.
  16. I'm fascinated by weird things.
  17. I'm fascinated by shadows.
  18. I'm fascinated by mysteries.
  19. I'm fascinated by both sides of pain.
  20. My fantasy vacation would be to go all over Asia.
  21. My real name sounds more exotic than my scene name.
  22. Many women use my real name as their scene name.
  23. I love having my feet pampered in so many ways.
  24. I don't have my feet pampered as often as I'd like.
  25. Many of my BDSM fantasies take place in a Science Fiction/Fantasy scenario.
  26. I can't get enough of foreign films.
  27. I can't get enough of kinky films.
  28. When it comes to reading I like to multi-task, often reading 3 books at the same time.
  29. I've reread some books so many times, they seem like old friends.
  30. I've seen some films so many times, they seem like old friends.
  31. I have no piercings or tattoos.
  32. I'd like to get some piercings done.
  33. I love trying different foods from different ethnic groups.
  34. I drink very little alcohol.
  35. I have a blue collection made up of many blue things.
  36. I just can't have enough corsets.
  37. I just can't have enough sexy shoes.
  38. I'm an avid collector of lists.
  39. I'm an extremely private person who is careful of my private space, in the real-world.
  40. I'm an extremely private person who is careful of my private space, in the cyber-world.
  41. As a teenager I was too damn smart for my own good and liked to squash people who underestimated me.
  42. I am the most gentle person in the world.
  43. I am the most curious person in the world.
  44. I have many favorite teas and coffees.
  45. I love a good rosé wine.
  46. I wish I was a better cook.
  47. I love when someone cooks for me.
  48. I have a very small number of really close friends.
  49. I have literally hundreds of acquaintances.
  50. I'm a very out-going and social person.
  51. I am also an introvert with a shy side.
  52. I like things to be done just-so to my taste.
  53. I love the feeling of an adrenalin rush,
  54. I love to observe human behavior in any arena.
  55. I am an INFJ, also known as a Counselor Idealist, found in only 2% of the population (apparently).
  56. People have been surprised many times by my intuition.
  57. I have many alternative spiritual beliefs.
  58. I'm fascinated by people who have alternative spiritual beliefs.
  59. I have a fear of heights.
  60. I've pushed myself to experience heights, despite my fear of heights.
  61. There are so many kinky toys I'd still like to try.
  62. My taste in submissive candidates can be rather eccentric.
  63. Lately I've been fascinated by the colour pink.
  64. I still read children's books sometimes.
  65. I love kids but have no interest in having any kids of my own.
  66. I love French accents.
  67. I've never been to France – but would love to.
  68. Lots of people have complimented me on my French accent.
  69. I'm a photography nut who loves to shoot.
  70. I still haven't found the camera equipment of my dreams
  71. I love to write and blog.
  72. I've been writing poetry since....forever.
  73. I love reading awe-inspiring poetry from other poets.
  74. I can get inspired by almost anything.
  75. I sometimes get bored easily.
  76. There are so many courses I'd like to take.
  77. I still haven't found the job of my dreams.
  78. I prefer subtle things that leave a little to the imagination, than graphic things that are in your face.
  79. I still get turned on by graphic things though.
  80. I love to see two men kissing.
  81. I love to see two men making love.
  82. I love to see two women kissing.
  83. I love to see two women making love.
  84. I don't own enough porn.
  85. I don't own an ipod.
  86. I think gadgets are interesting, but I own few gadgets.
  87. I'd like to learn how to play the guitar one day.
  88. I like the way I sound when I sing but almost never sing in public.
  89. I love long hot candle-lit baths but rarely make the time for them.
  90. I love a great foot massage.
  91. I love a great massage.
  92. I like to give people compliments not to gain anything, but because it feels good.
  93. I am very discriminating about who I compliment.
  94. I am extremely curious about who the Enigmatic Belgian fan is, and would love to hear from them.
  95. My taste in music encompasses a whole wide universe of sound.
  96. I love to meditate.
  97. I love to meditate in nature.
  98. I love living life in the big city.
  99. I've lived in the same city all my life.
  100. I love reading other bloggers' lists about themselves.


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Saturday, August 22, 2009

alchemy


I turn your flesh, your spirit, your soul
into something other

somewhere you soar
in your half-state

chasing a delicious wicked thought
I whispered in your ear

before

you were leaden
your world
grey dull silent

now

you shine like gold
that has been lovingly buffed
by caring tender hands

what a glimmering shimmering light you shine

as I send you away far away
on a journey of bliss and discovery

shine on, shine on
newly born one

I will nurture you
in your evolution
as you follow your quest

I will bring you far
off into the stars
now spinning in your mind

I am the Mistress Alchemist
of your
fate.

***Angel

(inspired by Liras and her transmutable blog)


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