An Enigmatically Lingering Taste of Vanilla...and Relationships

Well Hello Again my Kinky Friends,

Oh my it HAS been a long time since I posted here. Almost 2 years! Where did the time go?
 
And where have I been?

So much to answer to that.

I evolved so very much since the last time I posted in April 2012.

As my BDSM evolution continued, I experienced and experimented with many roles.

For six months, I had a relationship with a fellow Switch who was submissive to me. I was his Domme. And that was quite the learning experience. I learned so much about myself and what I want and do not want in relationships. That relationship did not last, but the friendship that came out of it did, to this day.  He is a good friend.

When I ventured out again, I discovered that I had lost my interest in the D/s part of BDSM. The Dominant/submissive dynamic.

And much to my surprise I somehow morphed into a Sadomasochist for awhile.

While I had always had a taste for pain, I seemed to have had a perspective on Sadomasochists as being too extreme for me to ever be one. After-all, I had such an ingrained caring self, being an Angel and all. How could I ever just want pain and nothing else?

Oh but I did. And I quite found the experience to be so delicious!

And along THAT path, suddenly I decided to try public play for the first time in my life. I NEVER thought that would happen. I am truly a private person, this blog (and other blogs I write), notwithstanding.

But suddenly I felt so free! And I wanted a taste. So I did, I did taste oh I did.
It was good, baby. :D

That was a nice, happy time filled with light playful play, with pain pain and more pain. Just lovely. It just felt – good.

But then April 2012 rolled around, and then I stopped posting to this blog.

So what happened? What happened was that I met the most wonderful man, out in the wonderful vanilla world.

After a 27 hour first date, he simply and quietly captured my heart.
And we have been together ever since.
And so I have changed.

My perspective on writing this blog has also changed.
I feel such a deep peace within myself, within my soul now.

I will remain an erotic soul in the way all souls have the potential to be erotic souls, when fully embacing their sexuality and at peace with themselves.

That was always a part of me, whether I was kinky or not.

I will continue to add posts in this blog, but the direction of the blog will subtly change.

You shall have to tune in to see just how this blog will change for yourselves.

Kinky kisses,
Angel :)

sweet pain

sweet pain
i knew you when

we danced well together
you and i

we both gave and took
we spun on a dime
and twisted back

you kissed me
like no other lover kissed

you never needed promises
or to promise
because you just were what you were
it was enough
it was beyond enough

my flesh became molded
by your touch
the sense memories worked way deep

just with one small flicker
oh my body remembers

you were the ultimate ride
slick subtle
crude rough raw
and everything in between

oh sweet pain
i knew you when

***Angel




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A Pain-Drenched Rolling Stone Gathers No Moss

I had a Mick Jagger song stuck in my head today.
You have to love or hate The Rolling Stones, I think.
When I´m in a particular mood, the sound of Mick Jagger´s voice just seems to fit.
Kind of funny, since I don´t own any of their albums.
But I like listening to their music, once in awhile.

And today I was just thinking.
There is so much singing about pain in their song lyrics really.
Raw, bleeding pain just splashed all over their catalog.
And what does that say about them, hmmm?

Just for fun, I took a look at their lonnnnnnnnng song catalog & picked out all the pain-drenched songs,
and domination/submission-themed material.

Here is just a sampling:

(I Can't Get No) Satisfaction
Ain't Too Proud to Beg
All About You
Always Suffering
As Tears Go By
Back Of My Hand
Backstreet Girl
Beast of Burden
Bitch
Can't You Hear Me Knocking
Cry to Me
Dangerous Beauty
Dear Doctor okies I threw this one in for those into medical play...lol
Dirty Work
Fight
Gimme Shelter
Grown Up Wrong
Heart of Stone
Heartbreaker
I Can't Be Satisfied
Lady Jane
Let It Bleed
Licks Around the World
Mean Disposition
Mr. Pitiful
My Girl
My Obsession
One Hit (To the Body)
Out Of Tears
Pain in My Heart
Paint It, Black
Play With Fire
Pretty Beat Up
Shattered
She's So Cold
Short and Curlies cbt anyone? hehe
Slave
Start Me Up
Sympathy for the Devil
Tie You up (The Pain of Love)
Too Much Blood
Too Rude
Too Tough
Torn and Frayed
When the Whip Comes Down
You Can't Always Get What You Want the slave´s lament


and the classic....
Under My Thumb !

Angel :)




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Pain & BDSM Play: The Day After

Well here I am thinking about one of my favorite tasty subjects - pain.
Specifically on the subject of pain and BDSM play.

So I had a few questions turning around in my head and thought I would see if some kinksters would like to share their own answers with me.

Question:
What is the moment when you feel pain the most?

During bdsm play?
The moment you come down from subspace/masochistspace/otherspace?
The day (weeks etc...) after?

What kind of pain do you feel, during bdsm play...and after?
How do you feel the day after?

Which kind of pain,that you´ve experienced, lasts the longest?
A flogging?
A caning?
A paddling?
Some other kind of pain administered?

I was talking about how I thought a caning was something that lasts the longest, when I was having a chat with some fellow kinky people a little while ago. For me, a caning is a multi-layered kind of pain, which goes through many layers of flesh...and mind too, in some ways. A caning has a very particular sharpness to it that is unforgettable, I believe.

And what do you do to alleviate pain, the sensation of pain, afterwards?
Does anyone have any particular remedies that are proven effective?
Or are you of the school of thought that you would rather continue to suffer (and savour) the pain aftermath?

Well, kinky inquiring minds wants to know! :)

Please reply in comments to this blog.
If you´d like to respond in private, feel free to email me though my link:

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Thanks!
Angel :)




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