beg

beg

beg on your knees

beg for release
beg for attention

beg to please
beg to be touched
beg to be tied
beg to be used
beg to be abused

beg for pain

beg to submit
beg to serve

beg to be considered
beg to be inspected
beg to be toyed with
beg to be teased
beg to be tortured

beg to have long nails scour your back
beg to have your hair pulled tight
beg to be pinched and pulled
beg to be marked and coloured with pain

beg

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Trust

It's an interesting topic, no?

Yes, it's been on my mind a lot lately.

In some ways, I have been very blessed, when it comes to trust.
I've played with someone for years now with whom I share a complete trust.

But I have come across oh so many before and since, of the other kind.

Safe. sane and consensual.
Now does that apply to truth? Or half-truths?
You tell me.

There are so many half-truths and outright fabrications when people treat with desire that it simply boggles my mind sometimes.

I am so very grateful that there is someone special who has my trust.
So many...just don't.




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An Enigmatically Terrible & Cruel Compassion

It takes an Enigmatic Angel to write about a compassion that is terrible and cruel.

Compassion has been a part of me and my life seemingly forever – and lately I’ve been thinking about how I brought my compassion with me on my BDSM journey as well.

I’ve always been very empathic. I have seen inside people’s souls in ways no one has seen. And I have loved people as I have seen into their souls, if even for a brief moment. Loved strangers in the street I passed by but once, and loved others who crossed my path countless of times.

Sometimes people have mistaken that love for something else. It is not an erotic love that I speak of, but a love pure and bright white for my fellow human beings. The compassionate love that understands and accepts.

“Love as thou wilt”.

Those were the words I read one day in Jacqueline Carey’s Kushiel dark fantasy series, and how those words resonated when I read them.

Those who know me know how much I am fascinated and fond of this Kusheline Legacy. This strangely dark and tempting tale of gods and angels, with that undercurrent of pain and domination and submission in it.

And of this tale I was drawn most to a God of Love, Elua, who bid all to love as one wilt, and his darkest of Angels and Companions, Kushiel. Kushiel, the Punisher of God. The angel who delivers sinners, washes their sins away in a wave of pain and fire. The angel who delivers pain with eternal compassion and delivers complete and pure forgiveness.

Oh yes, this Kushiel was the one I was most drawn to, a strongly rebounding echo of my own dark and pain-kissed journey, my BDSM path that I have walked.

Someone asked me recently why I chose this name of Angel and every aspect of that why was what I saw in the mirror’s reflection of this Kushiel. That aspect of light and dark co-mingled with love. That terrible compassion that knows the darkest cravings hidden deepest in the spirit. That incredible sense of release that comes with that rain of pain crashing down on the flesh. I have known that blessed release from both sides of it. And I have fully savored both sides of it.

I have known that cleansing feeling of giving in completely, irrevocably to that pain administered with love and compassion. And I have tasted that heady powerful mix of delivering that pain with complete love and compassion as well.

Oh Elua. Oh Kushiel.
Love and compassion. Love and punishment.
Yes. Oh yes.

It’s funny that I haven’t talked or written much of this Kushiel Legacy, considering how much I have loved reading these tales and books over and over.

I was thinking lately about the characters in the books and thought about which of those characters I most identified with. Truth be told, there is a little of all of them in me. I have endless compassion for this original heroine of Phedre no Delauney, an anguisette, touched by the gods to experience endless pleasure in pain. What a beautiful thing. To live this pain to balance the scales for all those who have no conscience. To offer up that endless pain and pleasure as tribute.

I am no Phedre but I understand her very well. She is a part of my own nature, but then, Kushiel, who touches her blessed life, is part of me as well.

I have been thinking on all of this lately as a few submissives have crossed my path this past week. Including a former submissive who still thinks of me, it seems.

I was thinking about how this character of Phedre loves all the patrons she serves, a little. But I believe the other side of that coin is true as well. A patron dominant loves all the submissives who serve them a little as well.

Not love as simply an enjoyment of playing and sex.
But that terribly compassionate love that loves the gift of submission offered up in play.

My empathic ability and compassion have been served in an interesting and intriguing way when I have played during this dark BDSM path of mine.

Knowing and understanding the submission that has been offered up to me and giving them the gift of that release into their fantasies. That is a precious gift. I have treasured it as submissives have come and gone. As I send them on their way, with love.

People forget sometimes that love is about loving in the moment.
There is nothing possessive about that love.
That love is liberating. It is freeing a soul to express itself and walk their own path, long after the play is done.

At times I have felt my gift of compassion has been a gift and a curse.
But I have never wished I did not have or feel it.

And if I can continue to bestow that terrible compassion with tenderly cruel ministrations, ah then it is a gift indeed.

Love as thou wilt, indeed.




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e[lust] #3

Hmmm I've been trying to copy this post over, but been having technical difficulties.

Will update soon.




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The Enigmatically Spiritual Submissive

What an odd title, no?

Well spiritual things have been on my mind lately, specifically in the BDSM/kinky arena.

There are always these small bursts where sub candidates all seem to apply at the same time. And I make my careful and patient way through them. Oh yes it does take patience.

Patience, because in my mind’s eye I know exactly what kind of sub or slave I want to dominate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with physical type. Rather, it’s so much more to do with the spirit. Their spiritual side, in a way. I’ve never been interested in the odd kinky play that is the BDSM equivalent of a one night stand. I want more, much more than that. But of course it starts with a beginning. The path to finding that special sub with just the right spirit can be a bumpy path. But if my kinky eye catches that special glimpse of the quality person I seek – ah for them I will be very, very patient.

How would I describe this special spirit I seek? It is really hard to put into words. That’s something, coming for me, who values words over gold. More precious than rubies. You could say.

It’s a certain mindset. Either it’s there…or it’s not. Mind you, I’ve come across some fool’s gold in my time. Something that might look bright, shiny and promising at first glance. But then revealed as dull and unoriginal in the harsh morning light. And I’m not one to be bedazzled easily. It takes so very much for me to give that all so important second glance.

So I’ve had a couple of interesting candidates cross my path. Whether anything works out, ah no matter. I am well ready to be disappointed, but open-minded enough to explore and probe the potential of these submissive candidates, to see what may come of them.

Ah that special spirit. A quiet strength. A grace. Soulfulness expressed, even in silence. The yearning to learn, to be taught, shaped and molded. The need for pain. The need to be transported. It is an alchemic process, this. Taking the lead and shaping it into valuable matter.

It just takes the proper dash of the vital ingredient: spirit.

The sub that captures and captivates me must demonstrate spirit. I want no dull lines copy/pasted to every Domme in the universe. I want a creative soul who is attracted to ME and my essence alone. It’s most easy and difficult to ascertain what my unique essence is like. Many have been mistaken or simply not seen at all. I am She, the unique She, who offers an elegant domination for the soul, the spirit. She Who Must be Obeyed. She With Her Eternal Wisdom. She of The Enigmatic Mind. She, The Enigmatic Soul Shaper.

I will shape you. If you are worthy. If you show me the grace of your movements and soul. I will shape you into whatever toy or tool I wish. I will shape your thoughts until they are filled with Me. I will shape you into the submissive that will crave and beg for my touch, my punishments and rewards. I will shape you with pain. I will shape you with tenderness. I will shape you into my creature. I will shape you into the you, you have the potential to be.

I will shape you, sweet spirit. Sweet soul.

Prove yourself worthy of my shaping process.




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FetLife's Kinky Holiday Treats & Kinky Kontest

Hello Kinky Folks!

'Tis the season...to be kinky! Fa la la...la la la laaaaaaaa!

Especially when FetLife is giving away almost $25, 000 worth of kinky presents.
Oh go on....you know you want 'em!

I certainly do and did. Still drooling. Yum.

Step 1
Sit on Santa's lap and tell him what you'd like for the kinky holidays.
Choose your three favorite toys in Santa's bag.

Step 2 // The Last Step
Tell Santa if you've been naughty or nice!?!?
Santa knows… he's perving your pics. :-p

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Now watcha' waiting for?

Go sit on Kinky Santa's Lap and register to win:

Kinky Santa's Lap

Kinky kisses,
Angel

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An Enigmatically Gagalicious Fetish

It was an odd thing the way this just struck me.

Anyone who knows me, knows I dislike following the mainstream.
My taste is the alternative layer of the alternative layer, multiplied.

But a sound and a vision slipped through and snuck in.
I was fascinated and drawn in, almost against my will.
It was like witnessing and being in a car crash at the same time.
And still wanting more.

Two words, simply put: Lady Gaga.

I love her videos, her creative vision, her ridiculously catchy, contagious and absurd beats and lyrics.

She's crazy. She's weird. She's fascinating.
The fetish gear and fetishes. The dark & kinky story lines of her music videos.

Just look at her face. Odd features. Plain if you wash away all the dramatic make-up.
But an interesting canvas.

Is she a she/he? Transgendered? A woman? Who knows.

And this Lady business.

It begs the question: Is she really into BDSM, what with the honorific title and all?

Or is she just a shrewd marketer who knew how to create her vision, make it appeal to the masses, with flirting with the deeper end?

Just for fun, I searched on Fetlife to see what fetishes and kink can be found related to her, because surely amongst the kinksters and BDSMers there are the ones who worship at the Haus of Gaga.

Yes kinky folks she is on FetlIfe!! She's here.
That's if she turned back the clock (all of 18 years old) and moved to Rio.

Oh and other fun gagalicious-related FetLife stuff:

One Fetlife Group:
OMFG... I just fucked Lady Gaga: A survivor's support group..

Two gagalicious fetishes:

• Lady Gaga 18 kinksters into and curious
• lady gaga - bad romance 2 kinksters into and curious

And if you want to LIVE in Gaga:

• Gaga (Samoa)

Long live the kinky Gaga saga!

Here is something I never do.
I am posting a video with this, just because.
The video is simply gagalicious and must be.

Kinky kisses,
Angel





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