Well, part of the reason is because I have been fighting a flu bug, but am thankfully finally getting better. But I've also been a little preoccupied by things in my vanilla life.
This was the first Mother's Day that I had to experience without my mother in this world and I have to admit it's been tough. It changes a person when they lose their mom. Makes you feel you're not a kid any more (no matter what age you are) and makes you face the shadow of your own death.
Yes, life does go on, day by day.
Yes, I am still hunting for the perfect sub to serve me. There are always potential candidates that look promising and I like to consider and appreciate them as they cross my path.
But who knows what tomorrow will hold?
Well, tomorrow is another day and maybe tomorrow I will return with more switchy thoughts that entertain and stimulate.
Here's hoping that your day is filled with delightfully kinky thoughts,
Angel
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I'm sorry about your ma... that must be very difficult. Its getting past those "firsts" that is one of the hardest things - the first birthday, the first xmas, and of course, the first mothers (or fathers's) day. THoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words, selkie.
ReplyDeleteYes, all the firsts are difficult.
It sounds like maybe you would know from personal experience? I'm sorry if you've had to suffer a loss of a loved one as well.
I lost my da 6 years ago next month ...and yes, it is a very odd feeling; I still go to pick up the phone to call him when something in the news makes me think of him or jst to touch base. But it does get better; the burning pain relents and while there will always be an ache, you start to be able to remember without it hurting so much.
ReplyDeleteAh I thought it jmight have been your dad, selkie. I am sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteOne thing that has helped me in my own grief is talking to those who have lost a loved one. I find some great comfort in that...and in the thought that one day, the open wound in my heart will indeed heal.
For now, I take it one day at a time, as they say.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me.
I wish the web were a better vessel by which to be able to send hugs, Angel.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the hug, Heathen.
ReplyDeleteIt's much appreciated.
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ReplyDeleteUh thanks for the award, Lady Evyl....I think. lol
Why did you pick this particular post to award the sexy post award?
Of all thee things I've written on my blog, it's kind of the least sexiest one in my mind.
*Angel scratches her head in confusion*