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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
A Darkly Enigmatic Blossoming of Switch-hood
It's a very weird thing that got me to thinking about the subject of this blog.
I was rereading one of the many novels in the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter series.
In one scene, a werewolf was fighting the different lycanthropic beasts trying to rise up and out. A lioness. A leopard. A wolf. And something Other.
It made me think of the twin kinky spirits within me, that are in every Switch.
The dominant and the submissive And they are like symbiotic twins. I can´t imagine just having one or the other. But sometimes I have wondered, if I was just a sadomasochist. Maybe it's not a question of tops & bottoms, dominants and subs. Maybe it´s just that sharp bite of pain that beckons, the pain from both ends...of the equation.
Well, I feel those two halves twinned & twined inside of me, each craving release in their own way. Both of them make me purr. I wonder how this twin-spiritedness came to be. And when they came to be. I thought it was a more recent phenomenon, but lately I have seen the signs were both there for a long, long time.
As I feel both sides shifting inside me, they feel like a sweetly dark blossoming, long dark tendrils reaching out, unfurling. Craving the thirst-quenching waters that feed them – the dark waters of my fantasies, of my playing.
Who knows what shape this dark flower will take?
For now, I savor the dark embrace of the blossoming itself.
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what a terrific metaphor Angel - and I LOVE the anita blake series AND the Meredith Gentry ones as well!
ReplyDeletePain from both ends? Cool.
ReplyDeleteI am happy that you both enjoyed reading of the unraveling of the dark petals of this flower, my bdsm journey.
ReplyDelete@selkie:
I could go on and on about the Anita Blake novels. Actually I think there was any interesting discussion on another blog. Sinner´s maybe? Well the books are highly addictive and I am rereading a few right now.
@Liras:
I take it you enjoy both ends as well? :)