The Prodigal Returns

It's been awhile since I posted on my blog and why is that?

Well, part of the reason is because I have been fighting a flu bug, but am thankfully finally getting better. But I've also been a little preoccupied by things in my vanilla life.

This was the first Mother's Day that I had to experience without my mother in this world and I have to admit it's been tough. It changes a person when they lose their mom. Makes you feel you're not a kid any more (no matter what age you are) and makes you face the shadow of your own death.

Yes, life does go on, day by day.

Yes, I am still hunting for the perfect sub to serve me. There are always potential candidates that look promising and I like to consider and appreciate them as they cross my path.

But who knows what tomorrow will hold?

Well, tomorrow is another day and maybe tomorrow I will return with more switchy thoughts that entertain and stimulate.

Here's hoping that your day is filled with delightfully kinky thoughts,
Angel


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the heart of darkness

in the heart of darkness
there are no rules

the heart of darkness is even beyond
those who worship dark desires

there is no judgement here
there is no questioning
there are no labels

there are no switches
no submissives
no dominants

the heart of darkness just is

in the heart of darkness
you are simply free
to be
whatever you wish
not what people think you should be
not what you admit to the public or even private eye

the drums call you here
you let your body go
you dance
you sigh
you breathe
you come home again

only the heart of darkness knows
your true name
and speaks it.

***Angel

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Savourer

il y a une musique, un chanson
qui tourne
dans ma tète

dans la musique
il ya un petit tempo
un rythme
qui se répète

TAC tac TAC
TAC tac TAC
TAC tac TAC

c’est le son, le bruit
des talons aiguilles
qui s’avancent
sur le plancher

un image surface
dans ma tête
qui bouge avec la musique:
un homme et une femme
s’approchent

lentement
lentement
lentement

*piano piano piano
pianissimo

on se sens
l’anticipation
la passion étendue
la tension
dans l’air

ce moment ralenti
le désir
est si proche
mais si loin
et on a tellement
le gout
de se tremper
dedans

mais

attends
attends
attends

on doit attendre

parce-que
c’est comme ça
qu’on va
vraiment
savourer
le
moment.

* see pianissimo.

***Angel

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The Dominant Voice: The Music Of The Night

Michael Crawford sang it best.
This is the heartsong of the Dominant.
The voice that breathes in your ear
and whispers of the darkest of delights to come...

Angel

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The Music Of The Night

"Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defences

Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendour
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away from the garish light of day
Turn your face away from cold, unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night

Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar
And you'll live as you've never lived before

Softly, deftly, music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night

Let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Let your soul take you where you long to go
Only then can you belong to me

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the harmony which dreams alone can write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Music: Andrew Lloyd Webber.
Lyrics: Charles Hart; additional lyrics by Richard Stilgoe.
Show: "The Phantom of The Opera" (1986).

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Angel Time

During Angel Time, you shiver with anticipation
as you undergo My inspection.
During Angel Time, you beg over and over to serve,
to do any little thing to please Me.
During Angel Time, you rush to get on your knees
and use your mouth in any way I wish.
During Angel Time, you lovingly worship My feet
and shower them with love and attention.
During Angel Time, you are thrilled to be My footstool
and furniture in every position imaginable.

During Angel Time, you crave the feeling of being bound in My creative bondage
designed by My merest whim.
During Angel Time, you moan as My fingers trace every inch of your skin lightly,
and then twist and torment your flesh.
During Angel Time, you yearn to serve and serve and serve again
for every precious moment you spend in My presence.
During Angel Time, you bend your body in delightful ways that I command
as I spank and whip and cane you to My exacting specifications.
During Angel Time, you are inflamed by My lightest touch, cruelest caress,
and tender ministrations and beg for more.
During Angel Time, you struggle to do your best to be silent under the gag
when I gag you for My amusement and pleasure.

During Angel Time, you try so very hard to be good for the simple reward
of spending more time in My addictive presence.
During Angel Time, you wish with all your heart that the time spent
with Your Mistress would never end.

During Angel Time, you are so happy and honoured to belong to Me.

When it’s not Angel Time, you dream of Angel Time.
When it’s not Angel Time, you dream of belonging to Me again.
When it’s not Angel Time, you dream of Me.

***Angel

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Sensual Play

It's a whisper riding on a breath in your ear.
It's the lightest touch trailing down your bare skin.
It's the sweetest, most decadent taste in your mouth.
It's the musky scent of pheromones floating through the air.
It's the wicked smile on your lover's face before the game begins.

It's being teased and tormented for hours and hours until the fine line between pleasure and pain melds into one...

That's sensual play for me.

Angel ;)

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FetLife: Kinky Playground For Adults

Recently I was introduced to a delightfully kinky social networking site called FetLife.com, by Lady Evyl, a very good friend of mine.

She had just told me about this wonderfully kinky and open site that looked like f*cebook, but geared to the fetish and bdsm crowd, when we ran into the founder and creator of the site himself, JohnBaku, at the recent Fetish Fool's Ball, where John and Lady Evyl recognized each other from the FetLife site and chatted for a moment.

Well, I became curious about the site myself and just had to check it out...and wow!

I've been having so much fun on the site making friends and contacts and getting to know lots of people from the bdsm community, especially those in Ontario. Many Fetish/BDSM Organizers are actually on FetLife.com and it's cool to get to know them on a personal basis. I even became friends with luna, the creator of the awesome The Iron Gate site, a huge BDSM resource site in so many ways, where I had one of my poems, tripping the wires of desire, published recently.

What's so great about FetLife is that you can upload graphic images AND graphic writing, which is a big no-no in the land of f*cebook.

People are so friendly there as well, and you don't feel like you're being cruised. Everyone on FetLife is a kinky pervert just like you, so it's a totally hassle-free environment.

I love what JohnBaku says on the FetLife.com home page:

"We are 100% Pervert Certified. Everyone who works on FetLife has been rigorously tested and found to be big pervs… and we think that is a good thing."

John himself is great. I've exchanged several messages with him & I've never seen a founder/creator of a site who takes the time to listen to suggestions personally like he does...and he even implements suggestions lightening fast!

FetLife is also the home of a very special project I've started:

BDSM Poets & Writers From Around The World

Kinky writers from all around the world have been posting some terribly tasty kinky, sensual, hot, wicked, evil poems and short stories that are a delight to read in our FetLife writer's group. And even better...fellow writers have been posting comments and feed-back as well, which has nourished a wonderful discussion with the group. Check it out!

Just had to share this exciting site with you all!

Kinky kisses from me,
Angel :)

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